Proving the power

Hi Brooke.
I feel a little ahead of myself with the work this month on my purpose. I found your podcast in January of this year and binge listened to them until I had heard them all. I finished in June. Actually, I rarely listened to them. I read the transcripts so that I could go through them slowly and write in my journal, answer questions, do models and exercises after each sentence if necessary. I full on did the exercise where you look at the life you want to have 20 years, 10 years, 5 year in the future then what you have to do to get there. I created a calendar based on this with 3 month, 6 month, 9 month, 1 year goals. Every week I put my do goals on my calendar. Every day, I follow my calendar. I have literally blown my mind! I am literally a walking advertisement for you! LOL I have changed so much and am amazed at the response of those around me to these changes. Even my stepson with whom I have historically had a terrible relationship with has started coming to me for advise. It’s weird. I have lost over 50lbs which is a critical part of becoming my future self. I have become so convinced that I WILL be the person that I want to be in 10 years, that I don’t even question it. It is as if it is already done.
Only it’s not done. There is much to be done, and I am on it daily, literally with every spare moment I have I am either doing SCS work or actively working on my future goals. I want this months work to take me even further into accomplishment though. I would love for it to help me get there even faster, but I find that every time I fill in the part where we brainstorm ideas, possibilities, dreams, and desires….I have nothing new to add. I feel like I cannot possibly do more than I am already doing.
My purpose is to prove the power of the Holy Spirit through mind management. My reason for this is because I want to live my life grateful and in awe.
I intend to write a book and create a program to be used in churches. I admit that I have no idea how this will all come together and that I am terribly unequipped, but I also believe that God has never called the most equipped person and that I am definitely called. For now my daily focus is writing the book and doing the research necessary as it comes up for that purpose. I need help with the brainstorming though since I’ve already done so much of that. I don’t feel that I should broaden my focus, that it should only be the book for now. Any thoughts?