I just joined and I am trying to do my first model.

I am at a crossroads in my career. However, they just offered me a raise to try and get me to stay for at least another 6 months.

I think it makes sense. However, I am still feeling a lot of anxiety.

On one hand, I see using this as an opportunity to apply what I’m learning in SCS since I have found this workplace to be very challenging (toxic) in the past.

On the other hand, I fear I will not be able to handle it or that this is not a good idea for me.

Any insight on how to respond to all of my fear & anxiety would be helpful or what questions I could ask to get some clarity with myself? Also, if you could please help me with my model that would be much appreciated as well. Thank you.

right now I have
C- got a raise?
T- I don’t know what I’m doing
F- fear & anxiety