Receiving


I’m working with my brain wanting to go to why would someone do all this for me…
and I’ve been working through the thought work and getting myself to…

Because I fucking amazing – why wouldn’t they?

There’s some old thoughts or programming that wants to say that its arrogant or it doesn’t account for – Its like I owe people or something – like I just can’t receive it – so I got to here after a ton of thought work and I’m finding how to get somewhere from here – seems like a few thing going on that may be conflated?

The way that I can put this into words isn’t really explaining that. I can sense something underneath this that I’m trying to get at….

thanks!