Reconciling the 50/50 concept and Abraham teaching

I’m not quite understanding yet how to reconcile the fact that half of the time we, as human beings, are in “negative” emotions and it’s a given and how on the other hand Abraham explains us that negative emotions is the evidence for us not allowing the source stream and it means we’re not connecting to our soul.

Does it mean that no matter what half of the time we can’t be connected to our soul? We can’t allow the source stream?

Thank you for your explanation !