Reframing brokenness

I feel broken many times. My relationship with my husband is down, we have hardly had any sex. I am distancing from my family because of their dysfunction. And I am filled with tremendous self doubt in terms of my own career and raising my son which holds me back. I feel like my whole life is a struggle. I feel alone because I feel I don’t have anyone in my family to share these struggles with – I am on my own. I walk on eggshells with my husband, I am not sure what would trigger him if I shared my mind. He has lot of pent up resentment over the years and lot of angst against my family for making me this way. Where do I start from to pick back the pieces of my brokenness?