I had a respectable position in an organization for 5 years. I stepped down by mutual agreement, wasn’t really liking it. In the middle of a divorce. I might need more jobs again/need to apply. Today I found out that they would not re-hire me for the position.
I feel rejected and like a failure – both personally (divorce) and professionally now.
Like maybe my jerky husband was right to leave me.
Feels bad.
I could do other things and want to do other things, but I really have this feeling of rejection and failure in my personal and professional life. I want to be married with a great marriage. I would like to have a good job – if not married it is required.

Feeling crappy.