Relationship workbook day 1 and 2

This month I work on relationships.

I am following the workbook.
Day 1 : i put some thoughts and judgments about my boyfriend.
« pretentious arrogant haugthy. Mâles me feel ashamed and lame »
When i am looking at myself i see not so much arrogance, i feel usually lame and not worthy.

Can i have your feedback about that ?

Day 2 :
Second question if he did these things (sports and outdoor activities)
I would feel Proud of him and i would admire him.
For me i can’t feel admiration or pride of him if he don’t do these things. Or it would be for something different.

Can i have your feedback as well ?