Renewing our lease for another year


How does one go about finding new thoughts about living in our house for another year when I have been dreaming of purchasing my dream home this year?

Getting clear on why we chose to stay is a start. Also looking for all the good reasons staying will benefit is good. However, I have this thought that I feel like a failure for not moving this summer, like it’s a problem somehow.

Here is my model:
C: Rental home
T: I don’t want to be here for another year
F: Mad
A: Find all the things wrong with this house, blame my hubby, blame the market, pause my dreams, avoid new dreams
R: I don’t want to be in my head with these thoughts for another year

I’d like help finding thoughts when I don’t like the situation.