I am moving across country to a small town that I’m not excited to live in.

On top of that, I hate packing and moving. I don’t like throwing things out and I don’t like having to reorganize and rearrange my stuff. On top of that, moving is expensive and all my things get jumbled up and displaced and I don’t like the anxiety I feel when movers are touching my stuff. I’m always afraid that they’re going to break it or mess it up.

I hate throwing away bottles of things I can use, old trash cans that are perfectly fine, and having to go through paperwork. There are things that I just don’t want to throw out. The place I’m moving to is small and it doesn’t have room for all of my things, and I don’t want to put my things in storage. I may just leave it at my mom’s house.

I can’t figure out why I’m resisting this task so much.