Resisting Coaching

I find myself resistant to being coached. Logically I know it’s what I need, but then this feeling of resistance kicks in. It’s like I feel like I’m going to fail before I even try. It feels scary. I tried Scholars a few years ago and quit after a few months because of this resistance. I didn’t do the work so I didn’t get results. I don’t want to fail this time but the resistance is really strong. ;(