Self dislike

I am trying to learn to love myself, I’m starting off with ‘liking’ myself and am very, very slowly starting to not dislike myself as much.
I have watched and listened back to a few of my sessions where I am being coached, and I find myself SO annoying and I hate listening and watching myself, it makes me wonder…
How will I ever get clients as a coach if
1. I find myself annoying and unbearable – surely other people will find it even more annoying than I do.
2. I don’t relax, I so want to be comfortable in my skin.