Shame for it being easy

I am about to quit my job and stay home with my children. My husband wants to work and provide for us. This seems so easy and I am excited. It seems too good to be true. I have not given my notice yet to quit.

I think the real issue is I feel shame that money and life are so easy for me and for so many people it is not.
“I should suffer. Why? Because they are and I’ll feel bad if it’s easy for me and hard for them” seems to be the belief.

Do you have any tips on how to release this thought?

Thank you.