Should I stay or should I go?

Hi, I have a lot of indecision around staying with a particular job. I’ve looked at feelings with staying (relief about wage/security/anxiety about bullying from colleague/disappointment in self that I don’t walk away) versus leaving (relief/insecurity about getting other work/scarcity/pride that I walked away/fear that I missed out on an amazing opportunity in staying.) They both feel equal in positive/negatives. I know I need to make a decision and like my reasons but I wonder how to do this when I truly do not know which is better. They are pretty much equal. Stuck!