Yes that makes sense.

One last thing, though.
Sometimes I can really feel how she doesn’t like ME as a person. like she says she doesn’t want to work with me, like I do stuff that triggers her.

And I also have a “problem” when I’m in a group and someone doesn’t like me.. better say .. only if that someone is like influential like I’m scared of not being part or like being hate from everyone. not being included.

So it’s like double the pain.

Any thoughts on this?