I have just noticed something, and this is that I struggle to say ‘no’ to people in my life, despite if I really don’t want to do something or don’t agree. I struggle to say ‘no’ and worry about what others will think of me.
I have my wedding coming up and also am worried about how other people will judge me. If my outfit isn’t nice, or my reception isn’t what they expect, etc. I have heard some of them criticize certain wedding receptions before, and I just feel anxious about mine.