Struggling with the dares

I am surprisingly resistant to doing the homework this month. My mind doesnt understand the inherent benefits. I dont want to do them but then I judge myself for not going along with it. I have trouble thinking of dares or I think of counting something as a dare that wasnt really that hard to do just to comply. I want to be “All In” in Scholars and here I am not doing my homework. Any thoughts that might help me feel better about the whole thing and achieve different results. I am stuck with this one