Struggling with weight loss


hello,

I have lost a lot of weight and it seemed to be under control during a whole year.

But now, I am eating and gaining weight as if that’s the normal thing.
It’s like I am going back to the real me.

And even when I look to my closet, I keep in it all the clothes which are very large, corresponding to my old body.

I kept them in case I return back to my old body.

It’s absolutely not what I want.

In fact, my plan was to lose more weight, but it’s like I am sabotaging myself but I can’t figure out how to stop this behaviour.

It’s like it’s stronger than me.

Thank you for your help