I’m taking a self-study course and one of the questions is to visualize and write down my dream life. Unfortunately I can’t seem to make myself go there. I got really upset when I was trying to write it down. I couldn’t come up with anything. I didn’t want to limit myself, but I also didn’t want to make something up either. I think I like my life now, but maybe with a bathtub (my house doesn’t have one) and some different clothes. I think that seems really small, but it was the best I could come up with. I’ve had a hard time imagining a perfect life in the future or something to work towards since covid hit last year. Everyone else seems to have big goals and dreams that they’re working towards and I feel like I’m afraid to deviate from what I have right now, even if I might want to change a few things. Maybe I’ve been so relentlessly disappointed in the past that I don’t want to visualize something I believe I can’t have.