Suprised at my self-loathing thoughts

I seriously had no idea how negative, self-loathing, and abusive my thoughts are, especially towards myself. I consider myself a positive, optimistic, inspirational person, and I have been shocked by some of my thought downloads. My thoughts say terrible things about myself that I would never say out loud or to another person.

I have also started noticing the negative thoughts in other peoples’ speaking – especially my sister. I’ve been encouraging her to listen to the podcast. I hope she does. And, she is perfect the way she is (I remind myself)

I have seen positive thought changes in the area of my impossible goal: to pay off 100,000 dollars of debt this year. My new thoughts are “I am a money-making-machine! Look what I can accomplish when I set my mind to it.” and “Money just flows to me. I love money” My results so far are really noticing the money that is coming into my life that I am creating. Also, I have started learning about money and investing. And, have already read a book on Canadian investing (one of my impossible goals is to read 25 books in three months on finance, entrepreneurship, marketing, self-help, and website design) and I opened my very first brokerage account. 🙂

I don’t really have a question, but I wanted to let you know that I am getting so much out of scholars!