The disappointment of actually trying…pt2

I’m having difficulty getting a full understanding of what I’m resisting.
There is definitely fear/ terror – that I’m going to be the only one that it’s not possible for and will have to live my whole life knowing that I’m missing out on something amazing. And watch everyone else succeed and progress while I just continue to be stuck and limited in what I can create and as a result I’ll feel… I could list a number of emotions but none of them seem to be landing as “the one.” Perhaps it is just the primal fear of being excluded/ left behind.
So is it fear that I need to allow?

Also, I feel like if I’m taking action with the belief that it’s not possible, surely I’ll just create more evidence for that?