Thought Download HW Help

My thought download today was the following:
I am investing so much money in this certification program and I hope that I follow through or else I will be pissed at myself. I’ve invested so much in the past and it still haunts me even though I know that my past does not define my future but damn fear for creeping in, but I choose to step out of my comfort zone because that is the only way that I can live my dreams. I have so many expenses and this is just the beginning because I just formed my LLC, enrolled in the program, my mortgage, I need to plan for my wedding, help contribute to house expenses when I move, and the list goes on and on. I don’t want to start thinking in scarcity and feel guilty for spending money on things that I want. I hate having debt. It feels unsettling. I want to envision 3 figures in my bank account. I have a long way to go before that happens.