Thoughts And Results In A Model – Help Me Understand Please!

Please help me get a perspective on my result in the following model. Also, I don’t understand how my R would relate to the T here. Can you please give me feedback. Here’s the model: C – Person X and everything he does; T – He’s Parasitic; F – Repelled; A – I avoid him. I’m very cautious and alert around him. My body contracts. I think more negative thoughts and feel more negative emotions. ; R – I create a very negative experience for myself, and I create separation.