Unemployed Due to COVID-19, In Debt and may need to file for Bankruptcy

I am really working on seeing Debt, Unemployment and potentially needing to file for Bankruptcy as just circumstances but it all feels so charged. I am doing thought work and sitting with emotion as much as I can. Overwhelming shame, anxiety, despair and sadness are making it difficult to move forward. I’ve spoken to 5 Bankruptcy attorneys and 4 of them have said Bankruptcy is the way to go. I just feel like I’m sitting in a massive pool of failure and mistakes – I’d appreciate coaching as I feel like I’m drowning and need help getting unstuck. This is a doozy.