Unintentional Model (revision)

C: interview T: i do not feel prepare F: anguish A: ruminate, do other things R: I am not prepare. What happens, and I am not trying to switch models here when there is not thought? In other words because I left my job, I have this strange brain fog where the thoughts about what do I want to do next do not come but I have been involved in activities that I KNOW are going to help me to have clarity. Does this may sense? I wonder if my thoughts put themselves in pause because what is going to come next WIll BE BIGGER but at the same time the uncertainty may me wonder. Thank you