Unsure of whether I like my chosen career

Hello! My impossible goal this year is to make $143k in my business. I’m a content writer and primarily write blog posts for other companies. I’m also looking to branch out to copywriting. Last year I made $20k, but I know that I could’ve made at least $40k if I showed up consistently in my business.

One of the things keeping me from taking action is that I’m not sure if this is something I really like to do. I’m afraid of putting in the time only to find out that I don’t like being a content writer/copy writer. I’ve never thought of myself as a writer before. I choose to do this when I decided I didn’t want to be a teacher any more. I invested years of schooling to be a teacher, only to realize I hated it, and I don’t want the same thing to happen again.

I hate being in this land of indecision. I wrote down an unintentional model but I’m new to scholars and I’m not sure what new thought I can replace my old thought with to create an intentional model. Here’s my model:

C = My business
T= I don’t know if I want to do content writing/copy writing
F = anxiety
A = Procrastinate, scroll FB, pass the time online, wake up late
R = I do the bare minimum work required in my business

Thanks for your insight!