Using Money Goal To Beat Myself Up

I made a big money goal of 500k per year in 10 years. I gave a presentation to some peers yesterday and didn’t do so well. So my brain wants to tell me that I am not living and showing up like a 500k architect and that a 500k architect would have nailed it. My intentional thought is that I am learning how to show up like a 500k architect. I am working on having my own back and it’s okay to feel disappointment. Additional ideas?