I was really excited to join Scholars. I’ve been following Brooke for about a year and realized that I could learn a lot by joining Scholars. But now that I’ve been in it for three months, I’ve still yet to consistently do any of the models. I listen to podcasts and coaching calls as much as possible.
These past two weeks I haven’t done any models at all and I haven’t scheduled any 20 minute sessions. Some of my thoughts around this are I don’t know the best time to schedule doing coaching work and I can’t work on this because I have too much work to do.
I find that I must productive in the morning so I want to get to my job before doing any coaching work or exercise, but then by the end of the day I feel tired and my brain offers any thoughts to either work later and finish what didn’t get done, or to focus on eating and resting watching TV. I find that I must productive in the morning so I want to get to my job before doing any coaching work or exercise, but then by the end of the day I feel tired and my brain offers me thoughts to either work later and finish what didn’t get done, or to focus on eating and resting watching TV. And, to be fair, I usually I’ve put in a very long day and barely stop to eat a decent meal so I do actually need to eat something.

I guess I’m looking for is ideas around the best time to work on models and thought work, and I don’t wanna be told well whenever you do it is perfect. Because I’m not doing it. I wish I had a parent who could make me sit down and tell me what to do, and even though I know I’m supposed to be that parent for myself, but I suck at it and I don’t get anything done. I thought that by doing self coaching scholars and paying for coaching I would be more motivated to make the best use of my time and money. But instead it’s turning into another failed attempt at trying to make my life better.
I just need a nudge or a direction -just tell me the smallest step I can take to get back on track.