Weaponizing the model

I feel like I’m weaponizing the model. I’m feeling self doubt about my abilities, and I’m looking at the model and making that mean that I won’t be able to get to my goal if I’m feeling it. That makes me freak out about the self doubt even more, and produces even more self doubt. But isn’t this what the model says? I don’t have time to be feeling self doubt, I don’t have room for it, because it will stop me from getting to my goal.