Hi, wonderful coaches. Thanks to the SCS I lost 16 pounds. And everything was Amazing! But then I experienced a lot of physical (because of my health conditions) and emotional pain (because of my thoughts😊). In addition, I feel so much hate to my life. The T is that I cannot stand this. It’s not the depression. But the problem is then I returned to overeating on evenings. I already gained 2 pounds back. It seems that experience of life is so painful and unpleasant that I simply want to avoid it by eating.