What have you done to me???

I wanted to share my thought download from this morning:
I’m having a mega-productive day and weekend. The more productive I am, the more momentum I am getting and the more I realize I want this to be my business. I can live the life I want and not be held ransom to my F2F clients who cancel last minute or don’t show. THIS is so doable. I am a capable person because I am smart (like crazy smart) and I always knew I was destined to do something great. Writing my week 3 and 4 January homework helped me remember this and that I had become disconnected from those facts because of a false belief system. Right now I’m thinking why wouldn’t everything workout for me??? It is everything I have visualized for my life the past few months (big Dr Joe Dispenza fan here) and it’s happening! I am still a little anxious and fearful but I can keep redirecting that energy whether it’s good or bad because at the end of the day it’s just energy and it can be constructive or destructive and I am choosing constructive to build the life I want and the life I desire (parusha and prakrati).

PS Now don’t get me wrong – it’s not all rainbows and daisies over here, but I am moving forward at the rate of knots and churning out so much (result-driven) productive work and have a lot less drama in my head about tasks! After a disastrous year 2019 and January 2020 I just wanted to say thank you 🙂