what i can’t believe

I want to believe next: I am successful life coach, have own business till 2025. I earn 18 000 $ to enter certification group after 1 year in 2020th.
Is it ok? two believes together?
I enter in scholars because I have relationship problems with ( family) kids and I “think” all problems “happened” to me because I work 8 hours per day and haven’t time for my kids. Also my mother thinks that I can’t be good mother and she will care to my kids, this opinion makes me mad and have conflicts most of time with her. when I see how life coaches are working I realize that I can be very cool life coach! So I want to make own career, so my unbelievable goal is above.
Please advice if if I go in a wrong way.