what to do

hi there,
its my second month of scolars and i feel like i’m not getting as much as i wish i would out of this programm. i want to maximise my time here in scolars. so my goal is to have a real good relationship with my bf and myself. i don’t do daily thoughts downloads anymore as i don’t know why i should, cause when i’m feeling happy and good or at least no bad thoughts idk what it brings. so my question is here: should i also find a new goal? what do you reccomend? i don’t feel like i’m making progress
thanks for your help