Where to Begin with Model

I left a very successful high paying career 2 years ago because I was feeling that I wasn’t growing as a person, and I wanted to be with my kids while they are still elementary age. Here I am 2 years later, feeling stuck, anxious about money, no vocation in sight, and aged out of my past career which has become a bit obsolete, so no going back.

Where do I start with a model when there are so many feelings, emotions, thoughts and circumstances involved. How do I dissect this to fit into a model?