Where to start with Model


I’m having a hard time starting my Model – Right now I really just want to Feel Better…and i’ve started this program…but still feeling doubtful…and scared “what if this program doesn’t work” “This is my last hope” I go from trying to start a model to feel better – to questioning if its the right choice, doubtful of the process…
Even though this is the opposite of what i want to accomplish!