Who do I want to become?

I often ponder this question and struggle to answer it in a consistent way that aligns with me.

Some days it’s a high-impact man who impacts thousands of coaches to grow their business and live their best life.
Some days it’s a businessman who works with established service professionals who aren’t growing fast enough to help them scale their service.
Some days it’s a person who quietly works behind the scenes with a few clients, gets paid very well, and lives a very low profile life.

I’m struggling to define who I want to become, and my life is idle while I come to a decision.

I would appreciate any insight here?