Will I ever find true love?

After getting out of another wrong relationship recently, I feel a little sad that I haven’t experienced true love. I almost feel I have this “desperate” energy.

I want to explore this because I don’t want to start dating again having this feeling that I really want to experience true love before I die. I’m 41 now and it makes me sad when I see people who truly love each other and have a great marriage.

How can I think of this from a powerful conviction that I will meet my true love when the time is right and to stop having this “desperate” energy when I start liking someone I’m dating? I really don’t want to get into another wrong relationship because they’re a lot of time and energy spent.

Thank you!