Woah, practice practice practice until we get it right

Today I just got that I am to start acting like the best version of myself – after defining what that is 🙂
and that I am getting up a learning curve on how to do it
-no buffering so I can be present for who I am, so I can learn the new thoughts/feelings/behaviors
-be prepared to make mistakes
-be prepared to have lots of urges
-be prepared to define and refine what I want to think
-be prepared for agony and anxiety
and, then, I keep on doing it, keep on improving at it, and eventually I will become the new version of me

a little bit like the movie “Groundhog Day”