Working a side job while working a day job – not really present at day job

Each month I have to do a monthly review of sales activity in my territory. I am working hard to leave this job, building up my coaching business. But as the day each month comes closer and I have to do this review – I feel anxiety because I am not prepared because my focus is not here – this is model I came up with, but not sure how to flip this script:

C – Monthly meeting on Tuesday
T – I am not prepared for this meeting
F – Feeling dread around monthly meeting
A – I rush to get sheet and outreach done
R – The review isn’t impressive because I didn’t spend anytime truly working this day job but I need it to find the side hustle

C – Monthly meeting on Tuesday