Yearning for a baby

I’m 43 years old, almost 44, and have not had children yet (starting over after an abusive marriage and divorce), but it’s still my dream to be married and be a mother. I often feel sad and yearning because my thought is that my time is running out at my age to have a baby. I’m struggling to find an intentional thought that will help me feel peace and come from a more positive place while trying to fulfill my dream of having a family. My mind gets stuck in the loop of knowing that my body has a deadline.

C – biological clock
T – time is running out to have a baby
F – sad, yearning
A – distract and buffer with TV
R – no progress toward having a family