Believing new thoughts for my business

The belief I am practicing this month is “I am a confident and successful life coach who’s making $10k/month”.

It feels both exciting and like a pipe dream. My thought is that I have tried believing that many times and it hasn’t worked (my brain says I still have zero clients, no mini-sessions, no calendar, no mentor, no how-tos, nothing). The first feeling is excited because I want that to be true so bad, but soon after I feel defeated given what my brain presents to me almost daily. Action: I doubt myself and Result: I take no action, have no clients and more evidence to keep thinking that Thought above.

How do I move to something that’s at least slightly believable?

I have tried believing that for years and I’m starting to notice I’ve never believed that’s truly possible for me… help!