Hi Brooke,

How do you figure out what you want to do as a career?

I also have been working on some thought downloads and models, regarding career and health.

Unintentional model
C- I have an illness
T – I want to earn a lot of money but feel I can not as I have a limiting health condition
F – Self hatred, upset, low mood
A – Don’t prove myself wrong. Take no action
R – Don’t earn much money

Intentional model
C – I have an illness
T – I do work part time (12 hours a week) plus I have 2 young children and a house to run, which is hard work, while managing my health condition, and I am dealing with an estate. There are potential jobs out there for me that I could do that would be more compatible with my health condition. I am going to figure this out and get creative.
F – Slightly better (I don’t quite yet believe this yet though)
R – Decide to have a look at jobs that require less energy and more compatible with my health condition

Then my mind has the next unintentional model:

Unintentional
C – Career and health condition
T – what jobs are there out there that are more compatible with my health condition? I know nothing about those jobs, it feels like such a daunting task, I can’t cope it is too overwhelming. They won’t pay as well either.
F – Overwhelm
A – Don’t do anything
R – Hide and stay where I am

I have an illness. I want to prove to myself that I can earn a lot of money anyway and add value to the world. I love that idea. I feel like I have to be realistic though, in the hours I physically am able to do. I don’t want to feel like I can’t do things, because of my health condition, anymore. I feel a lot of self hatred because I have an illness and have felt like it has held me back. This is not serving me. I am working on changing this belief. How do I overcome it when I have physical limitations? and my health varies from day to day, week to week. So maybe a conventional job is no good for me and I need to work part time, when it suits me. Do I need to think outside the box? Possibly change career? I don’t know what jobs are out there that can earn good money and be able to work the hours that I need to do? Do you have any suggestions?

Thanks xx