Christmas dinner

Hi Brooke could you please help me with this model in terms of this month’s work.
C Christmas dinner
T why should I have to do it this year again. My father died this year and my brother shouted numerous times. I talk to him but I don’t want to host especially as Christmas Day was also my father’s birthday.
F resentful
A withdraw from people apart from my husband and children.
R no-one putting their hand up to host Christmas.
Thanks Brooke.