How to do a model on a “desire”

Hi Brooke,
I was doing thought download today, and it’s around that I want to move to live in another state and then a few reasons why. Then my thought wandered to what would happen to my intimate relationship, because he wouldn’t move up, and it wasn’ fair for him to move up either. I don’t want to hurt anyone, but also don’t want to be tied down and prevented from experiencing my freedom and new things. Because this is not going to happen for at least another 6 months, I don’t feel the urgency. I don’t have much feelings about it. So that’s why I need help. I can’t figure out what I feel, what is the thought I most need to do a model on. Please help.