Contrast and the Human Condition

Hi Brooke,
Marianne here. I am still in hospital with my husband Ray. We have had further diagnosis which takes me deeper into this process of acceptance of living and dying. I have been spinning out of my body resisting the onslaught of fear, confusion and disbelief and physical exhaustion. No sleep. I just listened to your podcast about contrast. It does make sense to me. I want to be present in this process that I find myself in. I feel that if I can be conscious and feel I will understand myself deeply and my humanness. I need some help to achieve this. My plan is to return home with Ray tomorrow to another hospital and the continuing process ahead. I know SCS is there but I have been so disconnected. I need a reassuring word to help me reconnect myself to your philosophy. Love