Dating, love & insecurity

I been dating a guy for 4 1/2 months now and I love him so much. We are in a long-distance relationship so we only communicate through texting. I have dated many guys before but I find the most connection towards him.

There are so many things that I adore about him and he loves me back too. But sometimes, I do get insecure that he will stop having feelings for me. That our relationship might get boring when we have texted for many months. And I am worried that he might lose his feelings for me in the future which might not be true. But I really want to be with him.

I keep getting feelings of insecurity sometimes that what if he doesn’t like me when we meet. What if he wants to end our relationship. What if our relationship don’t work out. What if he chooses not to be with me anymore. Or what if he wants to date someone else.

So far he’s been so sweet and loving to me. He does not ignore me. He takes care of me. He says he loves me. And I do the same for him.

But I tend to get insecure sometimes.

It’s not that I don’t love myself or don’t take care of myself so I am dependent towards him. I take care of myself but I feel like he’s so sweet and I love so many things about him that I don’t want to lose him. Sometimes I just feel like marrying him!!