Don’t Know where to start

I am new to scholars and there are so many things I want to do. I want to really find out my purpose, I want to work on keeping commitments to myself as far was what I get done each day, I want to work on Monday Hour One, I want to work on my goals and dreams! There is so much I want to do and I don’t know where to start. And this thought is giving me anxiety. What would you recommend?