Feeling poor

I have been really avoiding an emotion and I see how this emotion has really paralyzed me into inaction. All my coaching has led to the fear of this emotion, that I thought would be so painful that it would break me.
This morning during my self coaching, I noticed my whole life I felt poor. I identified my family and myself as poor. I still do, but we make middle class money.
I intellectually know feeling poor is a choice, I am willing to believe it is a choice and feel it in my body.
Can you please recommend any resources in the program that help work on this feeling?