Half & Half Meter

So I realized yesterday that my meter is off because the way I perceive my life now, it’s kind of 70% great and only 30% ass.
Surely, simply by pondering why am I not on 50:50, the 30% rose just a tiny bit but nothing significant.

Should I stand at my door armed to anticipate the upcoming 20% ass, am I doing it wrong, am I still terrible at math, what is it?