how to be stable with goals you have with swinging emotions.

I am a more shy kind of person with increase emotions. I have a goal to study further to take my career to the next level, I don’t hesitate to dream big, but I always find myself ruminating on the same things over and over again, “I didn’t manifest the goal,” then I get frustrated.

I have lots of inspiration; I read books, try to keep up with routines and exercise, but these things don’t last for a long time, and I find myself back to square one.

I get inspired and work on my goal one day, then the next, I think about other things and have totally different emotions. Sometimes I feel like I can’t keep myself on track.

Do you have any suggestions/help?