I am livid right now. I’m upset with my husband, the fact that if we were to get divorced, I’d be fine with it is amazing. Which is shocking to me because we have been together for over 20 years. Why am I ok with it?!is It because i want more for me? Is it because my kids are adults now and it doesn’t matter? Was I just waiting for this day so I can say bye? I don’t even feel sad as I am writing this. Yes, I love him but I feel I want so much more.